HAPPY CNY!!!

Heyo heyo! A brand new year with a brand new start. Not really a brand new start imo, but at least that's something which is widely accepted. A reason for everyone to clean the slate and do bad-der things in the upcoming 12 months.

So sorry sNorEeEpi, I've neglected you long enough. You've always been there when I am down, but I'm not there for you at all times :( I would love to pen down all my thoughts every now and then, but my thoughts are flooding in all of the time. By the time I have access to my computer, my emotion would have been hijacked by another thought that conveniently opened the door and let the previous thought out. It feels SOOOO GOOOOOOOOD to be able to write in proper English (not the best, but reasonably satisfying). It's been so long, and I'm back!

I've quite a few thoughts that I would like to pen down, but not at the moment. You know, I don't blog for the sake of blogging. Each and every post is a true reflection of me and my thoughts. If I have to force myself to write something out of nothing, I'd rather go rob a bank and kiss random girls on the street. Not to say that I wouldn't rob a bank or kiss random girls on the street if given the chance... but I refrain from doing that :D

I've decided to adopt a new methodology in my blogging approach. I shall pen down the issues and thoughts that I would like to talk about in the future, and when the time is right, I'll just create a new post on the topics listed previously. Given my short term memory, I hope this helps. Here goes:

1) The kind of people one attracts is determined by how he/she acts and portrays him/her-self.

2) I'm not dumb, but I love to act dumb.

3) Everyone shouts "Love me for who I am!", "If you don't love me at my worst, you don't deserve me.". But who exactly accepts people at their worst?

Ok~ I guessed that would be a long enough list for now. As for viewership... I'm still pondering as to whether I should make this public or not. At some point, I'm sure I will be criticizing someone that I knew. I wouldn't want to hurt his/her feelings, but at the same time, I wouldn't want someone to jump to conclusion when the post is obviously not talking about him/her!

Pros:

1) People can get a feel on my real thoughts and understand where I am coming from. It's a complex world in Zhong Ming's mind, so I have a lot of difficulty expressing all my thoughts in an orderly manner to make sense verbally.

2) Nothing but the truth. If I did something that you couldn't understand why, maybe you can find the answer here. It would be better than assuming as I guessed, most people would be too shy or intimidated to ask me directly.

Cons:

1) Taking things out of context. Self-explanatory.

2) Assuming a role in my blog post when it was never meant to be. MOST OF THE TIME, my blog post isn't targeted at anyone. If I am, it would be close to obvious to spot.

3) Expanding on point 2, I like to question ambiguity. One of the most general topic would be, why do people do XXX when they themselves don't like to be the target of XXX? Some people would be greatly offended, which isn't my intention at all.

CONCLUSION

- I shall open this up for a limited amount of time, up until I post my first CRITICALLY-OFFENSIVE post. Then we shall see whether is it appropriate to let everyone in on the darkness within me.

That's all for now, TATA~! Have a great year ahead! (I'm not approving any excuse to erase anyone's past sin xD)