Forget it... it's too fragile...

Miscommunication is a biatch... That's also why i feel uncomfortable when people don't speak their minds... Why must everyone say things they don't mean, do things they don't mean? I do understand emotional overrun can cause people to do and say things that they don't mean... but it seemed like this has extended even to normal circumstances...

When the teacher talks to the parents, "Your son is a good student, just that he might be a bit naughty at times."

When your boss tells you, "Your grading is good. If you can do XXX, you will be even better!"

Why? So as not to hurt the feelings of the other party? Or is it just a habit adopted from this deceptive, disgusting piece of junk society? The whole world is run by a few "superhuman", dictating the flow of each society from all over the world. Through deception and underhand methods, they made a name for themselves, acting all decent. Fallen legends like Madoff were those who either could not step up their games enough, or are sick of leading their crazy lives.

Generation after generation, technology advances after technology advances, people are developing and picking up things that they should not have touched in the first place... Just like how Adam should not have eaten the apple in the first place...

Why are people in the past so much happier than people in our current society? They have less, close to nothing. We have more, almost everything. You gain some, you lose some. We gained complexity, we lost simplicity. In the past, people worked together willingly for close to no benefit other than survival. Now, people complain about each other and yet drawing pay checks that can provide them with a "GOOD" life.

I'm a weirdo in my own world. The ancient guy that lives in a HDB but should rightfully belong to the cave. I always strive to be honest and straightforward, hoping to find people of the same kind... I am extremely competitive in everything i do, and that's why i hope that i can enjoy the purest kind of basic needs such as communication...

There are times where I thought i have made friends who are really pure and innocent... turns out, everything is a facade.... Being the stubborn me, i always believed that the reality isn't real... I will hang on no matter what, to prove what i have saw and seen wrong...

My ex was such a person... it took me 2 years to finally prove myself wrong... It was really heartbreaking to believe in someone, and to be betrayed times and times again...

Can i finally meet someone, regardless a guy or a girl, who shares the same ideal of communication...?