I N S O M N I A

All thanks to chee wee for the sleepless night. Due credits have to be given to him for landing me in my current state.

Being a gemini, or rather a thinker that i am, it's not easy for me to just fall asleep all of a sudden. Unless i am dead beat, there is virtually NIL chance that i will knock out as soon as my head touches the pillow. There is always so much to think about, from things of great importance to trivial matters. Just about everything. The dreadful part of it is that, sometimes, fond memories that come with pain (ironic huh? It takes a wise person to figure that out. Not.) do flood my mind. And that is why i am not a great fan of memories, especially good ones. Often, the best memories you have are those that will bring you regret and agony when you reminisce. What happened in the past should be buried, at least that's what i hoped for. Well... things hardly go our way huh. Whatever.

Lying on the concrete floor, i tried all i could, without physically, mentally and verbally abusing myself, to get into sleeping mode. Push ups. Sit ups. I would even do some star jumps if not for my roomies who were sleeping soundly. Changing into every positions i can think of... i mean sleeping positions mind you, nothing helped. And not surprising, writing this piece of entry here is my futile attempt to sap my energy away. Since there is nothing i can do to fall asleep, i guessed i would have to skip one night of sleep and make it up tomorrow by sleeping slightly earlier. So... what should i do now...? Damn i'm bored. All alone here. If only there is someone i can call and talk to during this wee hour. Heh, fat hope. Hmmm... time for more bejeweled i guess.