Well...

I was wondering if i should be a bad guy... Will it help me to move on? Will i be able to move on without being the bad guy? These are the questions bugging me like a plague. Well... If i'm able to move on without being a bad guy, that will be the best. I'm still searching for the answer, but in the mean time, i will put my plans on hold. Thanks meL for the advices, even though she got the whole situation wrong. Without her advices, i guess i would have acted on impulse.

It might take some time before i can embark on a new journey in search for the perfect partner. There are a few reasons to it. Right now, i believe that i've not fully put down everything at this point of time. Even if i met the one for me, i couldn't be sure if i'm truly in love with her, or just simply treating her as a substitute. Therefore, i would rather not search for the one at the moment, as it would be extremely unfair to her and horribly irresponsible on my part. I would love to meet the one in my life under the circumstances where i truly love her with all my heart, which i doubt i can now. I need more information that will help answer my questions. Let's give it 1 more week and hopefully that will be the last week.