累了

我累了。。。 不想。。。 不忍心。。。 只能退出了。。。

【老王同学会】

【老王同学会】真是一部不错的剧。 里头的歌都好复古，内容丰富，赞！

寒风吹起细雨迷离
风雨解开我的启迪
我像小船寻找港湾
不能把你望记
爱的希望 爱的回味
爱的往事难以追忆
风中花蕾生怕枯萎
我愿以为你祝福
我爱你我心以属于你
今生世不移
在我心中再没有谁
代替你的地位
我爱你对你付出真意
不会漂浮不移
你要为我再想一想
我决定爱你一万年

Polyclinic Wowzer

Took some time off to go for a polyclinic visit today. The main purpose is to get a referral letter so as to gain access to the CGH dermatologists. There are quite a few things that i personally felt very NICE and worth the trip. lol~ here goes~

1) The girl at the registration counter at the AMK polyclinic is... amazing. Beautiful eyes, sweet voice~ ahh~~ Oh wait, she is behind a mask no thanks to the swine flu. Oh well, she is sweet afterall :)

2) I finally got my referral letter. lol!

3) I found an outlet related to "Dermalogica" in AMK on my way back!!! I have heard so much about products from Dermalogica! Will go down to have a look when i am free.

Yea! That's about all for today. NO WAIT!

There is a COKE ZERO craze going on in the company. There is an event going on where you buy a bottle of COKE ZERO and beneath the cap is an unique code. SMS it and stand to win a XBOX 360! Guess how many we bought? HEH, 15. Thanks to my dear team leaders. Joshua and Azmi, where is my XBOX 360?! :P

License 2 Play

Omg... I can't believe that i miss the event... I only knew of it after reading the digital life that came with the straits time 5 minutes ago... Sigh... What was i doing last saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :( I wonder if there is any event this weekend that is worth going... Staying at home is just so boring

Bad Sleeping Habit

Sigh, i've got an assessment tomorrow morning and here i am, thrash-talking here. Trying to sleep before 12 is impossible and i have proven it yet again. DUH! I wonder what will happen to me tomorrow... If i don't wake up by 8... I'm going to be such a goner... Arghhhh, the reason behind my inability to sleep early is always due to a process called THINKING. It's not as if i don't think much during the day, but my brain seems to enjoy working at its optimal JUST BEFORE i'm going to sleep.

THINKING about what? I wonder. Everything that can be given a thought to will flood my mind in a second. Seriously, why the hell am i thinking about recession on the bed when i'm still a student for at least 1 more year? Wondering if i can make it for the senior camp when it is 1 month away from now?

At least there is something that hit my head which i thought was worth thinking about. My facial condition is getting from bad to worse since the last acne outbreak. Arghhhh. Even though i am hardworking at cleansing my face, it doesn't seem to help at all. I really want to get rid of this problem asap, maybe i will just do as planned. Take a half day off tomorrow and go to sengkang polyclinic. From there, try my utmost best to get a referral to National Skin Center. If i am not wrong... the next available appointment that i can get from NSC might be in july. Wow, 1-2 months from now, how cool. ARGHHHH, i will do anything even if i have to go under a knife! Just fix my facial condition!!! Hmm... i gotta start saving now in this case. Sigh... work during the holidays...? Oh man...

迷路的小绵羊

至今，也只有这首歌能形容我此刻的心情。。。

Say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外 要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外 非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开

So Goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在
It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来 这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在
不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while
除此之外 我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
除此之外 我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody
你知道我会
不会走开

Deep

Lately, the number of blank checks i've been receiving is rising exponentially. I wonder what that signifies. Normally, people would be happy to receive a blank check, but that's not the case for me. I would rather the numbers be written clearly on those blank checks. Looking back at those blank checks, what an eye sore. Time to throw them away soon, as the expiry date has long been exceeded.

Looking forward to the event in one and a half month from now instead. But before that, more craziness gonna take place. 带我走. Argh, i mustn't learn from 小肥 :)

Expectation. Good or Bad?

I have been having lunch with my colleagues for quite some time, and often there will be something of interest that is being discussed or shared. During a recent lunch, one of my colleague talked about something that have kept me thinking for a very long time. Since... at least 3 years ago?

How can a girl judge a guy? One of my uber pretty colleague (i'm being held at knife point, forgive me lord) was telling us the same story, indicating that no one was going after her. I myself can't comprehend how did she manage to tell such a huge lie so naturally. But that's not the main point and of course the limelight isn't on her in this topic too. Someone gonna kill me when she sees this. LOL! Somehow, one of my male colleague said something that is totally the same as i have thought.

Some guys are super romantic and "Mr Nice Guy" during the courtship period. Beyond that comes the ugly true self. Girls often fall for the illusions surrounding them. Oh come on, who can resist a prince charming who is seemingly forever romantic? Each and every of his action is so gentlemanly, and he will even slap himself hard in the face for letting off a burp that is as audible as a bat's voice.

Here here, i'm not blaming anyone, this is truly irresistable an offer to miss. Yea, thats where the saying that "People in love have their IQ literally cut by half" proves its worth. Can anyone maintain "Mr Nice Guy" for his whole life? If you think you are up for it, prove it to me. I'm willing to share 80% of my fortune with you by the time you drop dead while still remain as a "Mr Nice Guy". At least spare me the 20% for my children k?

Wouldn't it be worse for a girl to be disillusioned and to suffer real hard in the future, not prepared for the reality? So, to allow the girls to be able to make an informed decision (wow, that's 3 'to' in a row!), shouldn't the guy expose the girls to the real him and tell them to accept him as he is? (that's 5 now!) Sound crazy? Definitely. That leaves us with the choice to be... "Mr Nice Guy"?

Since this is the way it has to be, girls shouldn't whine about how much their boyfriends have changed before and after courtship, how irresponsible the guys are. In fact, they are very wrong. I wonder who gave them the misconception that their boyfriends CHANGED. The answer is they DID NOT. All they did was to peel off the SK2 mask and decided that it's more cost-efficient to go without it. Facial mask should be made cheaper in Singapore!!! Oh yea, that's about it.

Single and Available. Looking for someone to keep me attached!

As i have always said, knowing more about the opposite sex and getting into romances are very good ways to learn and grow. Who are you to say that a particular person is your Mr/Mrs Right just by judging using your pair of naked eyes? Perhaps a little brain? Oh duh, come on, give me a break. =P The difference between courtship and relationship is that, one is under NO pressure at all, while the other is CONSTANTLY under pressure.

In this year, from my experience and lesson learned, i have come to realise a few points that will most probably aid me in finding a girl that will be my dream girl.

1) Trust. Still the most important thing. It is easy for people to trust me, but i would like to be able to gain trust from my partner from her actions.

2) No two-timer (or N-timer) please. I am totally intoloerant of people like this. My definition of two-timer is that, when a person is in a romance (not necessarily in a relationship), he/she should not be partaking in other romantic stuffs with others. Even though i encourage people to go for romances as much as possible, but the rule of thumb is that, once you are supposed to be dedicated, you should be.

3) Presentable. Yup, this is about appearance. A girl need not have to be all cutesy or drop-dead gorgeous. If you fall under the above 2 categories, who cares what you wear. But if you're not, please, at least wear something decent. Wearing school T-shirt and shorts for a dining out date is horrible. The second time you commit the same mistake despite me telling you just means that you can forget about it. Telling me how much you enjoy being out with me won't save anything. I demand at least a little respect in this aspect.

4) "Nothing". Ok. This is seriously annoying. If you are going to freak out all of a sudden, at least god damn it tell me the reason. When i ask, i expect a reply or at least a clue to what contributed to your sudden moodswing by the 3rd try. Any attempts made by me beyond the 3rd one will no longer be romantic-oriented, neither will i be nasty. Silence is golden. If that's what you want, be it. Oh, don't come crying to me 5 minutes later, dying to tell me everything. It's over. At least for that date.

5) Attention. Hey, when you're going out with me, at least pay me some attention. Leaving me alone while entertaining yourself? Wow. I was glad i ended that date fast. This is optional, depending on how much i love the girl. If my love for her is more than her love for me, i would do anything in a relationship. :P

That's all for now. So... anyone has any girls to introduce? =P i hope my experience and realisation doesn't scare anyone out there. I'm just being frank, and maybe a girl might just changed my thinkings once and for all.

*Currently Single And Available. No Romance In Progress As Of 17th May 2009 21:53pm. =) *

blog... ALIVE!

Wow, finally i'm back! Sigh, it has been a long time since i came back to this blog (excluding the stabbing post haha). So many things have happened and so little time to put them down in words. Hm... i think there is a need to rephrase the previous sentence. It would be more accurate to say "So many things have happened and so little motivations to pen them down". Major changes to my life? I doubt so. Lessons learned and experience gained? Definitely yes.

Learning is a life-long thingy that will never cease, provided the global warming doesn't trigger a wipe-out of the entire human race. Oh well, with the advancements in technology, someone is bound to come up with a solution to deal with the increasing temperature. Maybe a medicine that allows a human body to tolerate more heat? *Potion of Fire Immunity RAWRRR* Or perhaps a bodywear that keeps the temperature cool underneath? *Cloak Of Chill RAWRRR* Not to forget, a device that can cause a drastic decline in temperature globally when the need arises? *Globe of Frost Binding RAWRRR* Yea, keep up the good work mankind and one day, just one fine day when the temperature is right, we will see Martians coming down to Earth for vacations.

Ah, what a bad habit i have. Always going out of point. Oh well, i guess that habit will stay for a couple more decades. Ok, back to topic. The worst thing that has happened to me most probably is agreeing to having my industrial attachment at DSO. The whole (9-2) weeks was HELL. A totally ignorant supervisor combined with a materialistic tutor will provide for the WORST IA an NTU student can ever get. Imagine your supervisor boasting about everything and yet know ABSOLUTELY nothing on how to get those things working. Yup, the kind of people you might have come across, ALL-TALK-NO-ACTION kind. His brain is filled with wonderful images from the internet. Oh wait, what's more ironic about it is that, he does not even know how search engine works. I would not go into details, but having ""(quotes) around your searches and not having them MAKES a HUGE difference. So what about my tutor? Back in DSO, he would haunt me for my progress. Now when i am in NCS, TADA! He gives no shit about my progress. Why? The only explanation would be that he is receiving research grants from DSO (And yes, this is a FACT), but since i left DSO, he got nothing more to gain from me working at NCS. How stupid i was to accept his sweettalk into DSO.

All things must come to an end. Including bad luck (perhaps some bad karma too? LOL!). I switched over to NCS not long after that. Damn, my life was turned upside down. Literally. From a freakish hell filled with nerds who are bound for a distratous attempt to research something new, i came to a heaven where the colleagues are nothing but NICE. Pure sweetness. I shan't describe anymore, good things are always kept deep inside my heart and i'm not going to share it with anyone else!!! *MY PRECIOUSSsSssssss.....*

The happiest recent event will have to be... *drum roll* Norman's Wedding Dinner! Oh, Norman is one of my colleague and he just got married! :) The wedding was uber cool. Very nice decorations and the food was superb! The atmosphere was so good and i was really glad that he invited me! Time for some pictures! :)

Wait. I have hardly posted any pictures up on this blog. LOL! So as not to break away from the traditional ways (MY TRADITIONAL WAYS, LOL), anyone who is interested to see them will have to go to my facebook account :)