【败犬女王】

戏中里的男女主角把许多在谈恋爱有可能发生的问题都一一陈列出来了。 女生啊，为何总是一气之下就说出违背心里的话。男生啊，为何总是把女生无意的嚷嚷当真，然后做出让自己后悔的事呢。女生一定会认为男生只要别小题大作就行了。男生一定会认为女生只要别意气用事就行了。是因为不够了解吗？还是缺乏体谅？本人认为都不是。再多的了解，只要女生一句无意的重话，男生必然无法招架。再多的体谅，只要男生无厘头的做出错的决定，女生必然耿耿于怀。难道女生不能想一想，整个误会都是自己口是心非所造成的吗？难道男生不能想一想，事情的演化都是自己沉不住气所造成的吗？误会是难免的，何不心平气和的一起解决呢。无论发生什么事，一定要切记，让对方知道你的想法与感受，这样，事情才能有挽回的余地。

我也开始学会了。

Well...

I was wondering if i should be a bad guy... Will it help me to move on? Will i be able to move on without being the bad guy? These are the questions bugging me like a plague. Well... If i'm able to move on without being a bad guy, that will be the best. I'm still searching for the answer, but in the mean time, i will put my plans on hold. Thanks meL for the advices, even though she got the whole situation wrong. Without her advices, i guess i would have acted on impulse.

It might take some time before i can embark on a new journey in search for the perfect partner. There are a few reasons to it. Right now, i believe that i've not fully put down everything at this point of time. Even if i met the one for me, i couldn't be sure if i'm truly in love with her, or just simply treating her as a substitute. Therefore, i would rather not search for the one at the moment, as it would be extremely unfair to her and horribly irresponsible on my part. I would love to meet the one in my life under the circumstances where i truly love her with all my heart, which i doubt i can now. I need more information that will help answer my questions. Let's give it 1 more week and hopefully that will be the last week.

Saturday

Ah!~ Today was supposed to be a carwash day. Due to the late night prawning, i wasn't able to wake up in time. I ended up reaching ECP at 12pm if i'm not wrong. By the time i reached, the carwash had to end due to the complaints from the officers there. Oh well. I seemed to have jinxed each and every carwash that i attended. =X

Pamela and Sarah mentioned that i have gained weight! I guessed those are compliments right? =D My face looked rounder now! At least that's what they said. =) The supplements are doing their job well, yappie!

Pamela was so sad over her IA result. Seemed like she just knew about her result today. I tried to offer as much help as possible to her, hopefully she would be less stressful and get back to her cheerful self soon. Jiayou to everyone who is currently going for the IA appeal option!

After the lunch, the 4 of us (Pearlie, Kang Le, Wei Xiang + me!) went for a movie. ICE AGE 3! It has been a long time since i watched a movie. Seriously speaking, that has to be one of the best movie i have ever watched. The voice actings were superb and the plot was built down to the details. Simply lovely i would say. I did cry a bit towards the end of the movie, as there were some touching scenes and also made me recall some of the recent past. Overall, a great movie that should be watched at least once in the cinema! =D I actually don't mind watching it the 2nd time, but it would have to be in 3-D. Pearlie wasn't able to cope with the 3-D, therefore we decided to forgo it and go for the 2-D animation. Since the movie has a very high rating in my heart, anyone who is interested to watch it in 3-D can bring me along! =)

Ahhhh, i'm so tired now, i guess i will stop here. I shan't share the KFC secret here, maybe next time =P

Prawning =D

Yay! I finally had my first prawning session! $29 for 2 and a half hours, supposedly. Starting off as a beginner, i just did not know what to expect. How does it feel like when the prawn is biting? How does it feel like when you successfully hooked a prawn? I was aimlessly trying out all sorts of stupid things for 2 and a half hour before i get my FIRST prawn!!! Yup! My first prawn was a HUGE bang! After such a long time, i was finally able to feel when the prawn was really biting. With a HUGE jerk, or should i say a tug, i hooked the prawn out of the pond and up onto the roof! LOL! No joke man! The prawn did end up on the roof along with my hook! It wasn't too difficult to get the prawn down from the roof. All i did was to swing my rod in a casting motion and the prawn was finally back within my sight. The prawn must had the biggest scare of its life! HAHA!

The second one came shortly after my dear welfare partner, Geok Leng, called me.

"Harlowwww~"
"Ahhh, wait wait"
*PIAK!*
"Omg! Wait a while, you wait a while!"

I can't recall the whole thing very clearly, but above was roughly what i said over the phone. The moment i greeted her, i felt a tug in the rod which is held in my right hand. Another prawn! Due to over-excitement, i gave the rod a jerk! To my horror, the rod SNAPPED!!! I was sent into a state of panic and quickly handed my rod over to my friends, Yuen Loong and Choon Boon, to take over from there. In the midst of it, i guessed the rod somehow managed to hit one of the prawners there. He yelled, but i couldn't be bothered with him as i'm having a conversation on the phone. loL~! And so, the conversation revolving around the food for freshmen orientation camp contributed to my 2nd prawn. It was another prawn that caused a big hoo-ha! Before we left the place, i got my 3rd prawn. =)

Hm... did i not mentioned that i got my first prawn on the 2.5 hours mark? So where did the other 2 prawns came from? =D The uncle did not stop us, therefore we continued prawning. With my lucky "short" rod (it was broken due to the 2nd prawn), i managed to get my 3rd one. The whole prawning sensation lasted for 5 hours! 2.5 hours bonus! As it was too late to BBQ, Yuen Loong decided to give all the prawns to me out of genorosity, while Choon Boon left earlier to catch the last bus. In total, 8 prawns were caught in total.

I have learnt alot from the prawning experience and i believe that the next prawning session will net a double digit score for me. =D

1) When you feel that the prawn is biting, pull your string taut and jerk in an upward manner! This will hook the prawn that is biting =)
2) Use worms. Period.

Anyone wants to join me for a prawning session? =D

情歌

时光是琥珀 泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头 潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由

慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间
我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见

你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久

命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由

长镜头 越拉越远 越来越远 事隔好几年
我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别

你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
舍不得 短短副歌 心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 静静的 相拥的河
永远 天长地久

孤枕难眠

能够与我聊聊天，谈谈心事的都已经睡了。 唯独我一个人看着偶像剧。 迫不及待八月一号的到来。 那时候的我，就不需独自扛着那么多包袱了。 又会是一个难眠的夜晚。 不晓得明天钓虾会不会钓一钓就掉进池塘里去了。

Cheers To Us!

To Wh, who has gone through alot and to myself too =)

你走了太久一定很累
她错了不该你来面对
离开她就好 就算了 心情很干脆

她其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开她不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为她流泪
别再让她操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
她不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管她是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵
她的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起她还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

Jiayou ba! 下一个绝对更好！=)

Silence...

Feeling so tired recently. I guess it must be the time of the year where i feel the desire to lead a simple life. Keeping up with everything proves to be very exhausting and challenging. It seems like the floodgate has been opened and the problems are coming in one after another, with none being fully resolved. I'm so totally drained, mentally and physically. It's like no amount of food can satisfy me physically, and no amount of encouragement can support me mentally. This is a time when i need people who can provide me with the tranquilizing feel. I seriously need to relax and put down everything on my mind now. Taking things slowly will definitely help me at the moment. Hanging out with people who can put a smile on my face without much words is especially gratifying. I need silence... a kind of silence that can put my mind at ease... a kind of silence that can pacify me... a kind of silence that allows me to feel like i'm a kid... There is much restoration to be done... but i promise i'll be back at 110% after i get the peace which i yearned for...

Busy

Going to be very busy for the next few days trying to resolve my IA result issue. Might not even have the mood for any other things at the moment. So many issues on my mind now, sigh. That's all for now.