To My Dear Roomie
Its 630am in the morning. Looking at the empty side of the room, sitting at the corner of the bed is me, with tears filling up my eyes. It has been quite long since i really felt so sad, the last time was when you saw me cried in the room. Thank you for bringing so much fun and laughter into my life, and i must say that the period when we were roommates is one of the best time i ever had in my life. There are few whom i considered as close friends and i believed you have made a great impact on me.
You are always taking care of me, tolerating me despite me being unreasonable at times. Everytime when you were around, you never fail to brighten up my day, either with your intelligent jokes or just your mere presence. We were so much closer during semester 1, and began to drift apart more and more during semester 2. Maybe its because of the timetable and my tuition timing, we hardly see each other during semester 2. But whenever we had time together, it was never void of fun, at least to me. I must say we had alot in similar in terms of our schools of thought. We could have endless topics, talking about nothing, which of course often made us wondered, why couldn't our female counterparts be able to interact with us like we did. I was almost always the one bullying you and you were always so ready to forgive me and my stupid actions. Those late night HTHT would be so missed... Even though it often caused you alot of convenience especially when you were tired, you never failed to expend your remaining energy to have a chat with me when i requested for one. You would share your experiences and daily encounters with me, which i would always be very interested in listening. There were so much we have done and so much we have not done... For example, going to kbox with you. It was an long overdued promise, which probably none of us remembered. But i still hope that one day, maybe during the holidays, we can go out together and have fun again.
Every weekend, i would wonder if you would come back on a sunday night or on a monday evening. I often hoped that you would come back on a sunday night so that i won't be all alone in the room with no one to talk to. But you came back only on monday most of the time. Actually, i was really very sad when you told me that you were not intending to continue staying in hall. I had so much wanted to ask you to stay, but after giving it much thoughts, i realised that you must had your reasons for not staying in hall. It would be selfish of me to ask you to stay for my sake, therefore i was exceptionally quiet in regards to this matter. This sadness never really got to me until now. Just the thought of you coming back to hall proved much satisfaction for me, as i knew subconsciously that i would had a chance to see you. The knowledge of tons of fun when you come back is more than enough to override the thoughts of you not being around. And that is why i somehow got used to staying in room alone.
Reality sets in, and the thought of you having moved out of the room really saddened me alot all of a sudden. A few hours earlier, i was still able to hold my composure and had so much fun. Watching bleach together for the last time, "death" of the fan, all the way to carrying your stuff to the cab... and the last hug really triggered me. The thought of your departure was awful, coupled with the sight of the empty half of the room really sent me crying. Although i would deny the fact that i cried if you were to ask me, i cried very hard, more than the last time you saw. I wish you all the best and shame to those who did not cherish you as i really think that you deserve more than what you have encountered since entering NTU. I am very thankful to have you as my roommate, without you, i wouldn't have such fond memories in my university life. Do come back to hall whenever you feel like it, and you are most welcomed as long as i am still the owner of the room. Take care and hopefully my memories with you wouldn't just stop here. LP, love and peace... =X *my tears have dried up liao... and its already 715...*
You are always taking care of me, tolerating me despite me being unreasonable at times. Everytime when you were around, you never fail to brighten up my day, either with your intelligent jokes or just your mere presence. We were so much closer during semester 1, and began to drift apart more and more during semester 2. Maybe its because of the timetable and my tuition timing, we hardly see each other during semester 2. But whenever we had time together, it was never void of fun, at least to me. I must say we had alot in similar in terms of our schools of thought. We could have endless topics, talking about nothing, which of course often made us wondered, why couldn't our female counterparts be able to interact with us like we did. I was almost always the one bullying you and you were always so ready to forgive me and my stupid actions. Those late night HTHT would be so missed... Even though it often caused you alot of convenience especially when you were tired, you never failed to expend your remaining energy to have a chat with me when i requested for one. You would share your experiences and daily encounters with me, which i would always be very interested in listening. There were so much we have done and so much we have not done... For example, going to kbox with you. It was an long overdued promise, which probably none of us remembered. But i still hope that one day, maybe during the holidays, we can go out together and have fun again.
Every weekend, i would wonder if you would come back on a sunday night or on a monday evening. I often hoped that you would come back on a sunday night so that i won't be all alone in the room with no one to talk to. But you came back only on monday most of the time. Actually, i was really very sad when you told me that you were not intending to continue staying in hall. I had so much wanted to ask you to stay, but after giving it much thoughts, i realised that you must had your reasons for not staying in hall. It would be selfish of me to ask you to stay for my sake, therefore i was exceptionally quiet in regards to this matter. This sadness never really got to me until now. Just the thought of you coming back to hall proved much satisfaction for me, as i knew subconsciously that i would had a chance to see you. The knowledge of tons of fun when you come back is more than enough to override the thoughts of you not being around. And that is why i somehow got used to staying in room alone.
Reality sets in, and the thought of you having moved out of the room really saddened me alot all of a sudden. A few hours earlier, i was still able to hold my composure and had so much fun. Watching bleach together for the last time, "death" of the fan, all the way to carrying your stuff to the cab... and the last hug really triggered me. The thought of your departure was awful, coupled with the sight of the empty half of the room really sent me crying. Although i would deny the fact that i cried if you were to ask me, i cried very hard, more than the last time you saw. I wish you all the best and shame to those who did not cherish you as i really think that you deserve more than what you have encountered since entering NTU. I am very thankful to have you as my roommate, without you, i wouldn't have such fond memories in my university life. Do come back to hall whenever you feel like it, and you are most welcomed as long as i am still the owner of the room. Take care and hopefully my memories with you wouldn't just stop here. LP, love and peace... =X *my tears have dried up liao... and its already 715...*
posted by -=]-snoopy-[=- at 6:35 AM
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