sch reopn... still SINGLE, =( hohoho

yup~ school reopening soon le. now its friday midnight, saturday morning. 2 more days and the school will be bustling as usual and the canteen will be filled with queues once again. alas, it seems like all things will remain unchanged, just like my bachelor status. lOl. actually i am also quite worried for myself. even some of my female friends are already talking about getting married in a few years time, those who are attached are planning for their futures, while those unattached are planning for their wedding dinners while waiting for the right guy to appear. me? moving around like a headless chicken, waiting for the fattest worm to drop from the sky straight into my stomach. actually, i am not even moving around, i am just sitting around my computer the whole day round, if not, on my bed with the companion of a bone (my new bolster). snoopy with a bone, cool. how i wished my bone can be replaced by a girl, a girl of my own. actually, it isn't hard to get a girlfriend in the first place. its just so easy. 75% of the girls you have seen can be a girlfriend prospect, but it seems like i am always loitering in the 25% zone when i am looking for one. oh well, who can i blame but myself. issit true that its better to be loved than to love? i once told my friends that, but i am starting to doubt it. obviously, i wasn't convinced, hence my actions. its so hard to follow what you said. always in my mind is the thought 'why should i settled with someone who loved me but i don't love when i might find the one i love and love me too?' in fact, its actually quite difficult for me to love someone if i have little knowledge and interaction with her. at most, i can say i like her a lot, but not love her a single bit. i guess thats being responsible. its a bit rediculous when a guy goes around telling every girl 'i love you, be my girlfriend?' week in week out. but aren't those guys the ones who have amazing love histories that can be written into a book and easily beat the sales of 'Da Vinci Code'? so what now? how should i respond to the cruel world where all the illogical things are the most logical things to do? 2 more days to solve this dilemma. 2 more days to the start of school.