the feeling is back

it has been a long time since i felt this way. way back during pri 5. i have always topped the class from pri 1 to pri 5, until pri 6, i told my mum to stop forcing me to study and let me on my own. pri 6, i got my first 2nd. from then on, i never had any good results, my results went from bad to worse. since then, i thought to myself, there is always someone better than me, why bother to fight with them? that was the attitude then. everything changed when i entered university. my mindset has matured and i no longer think of comparing with others. its now more of outdoing myself, than the petty comparison of result among people. the biggest fear is self. i have now proven myself worthy of overcoming my inner fear, its time to face tougher challenge and reach a greater height. i shall challenge myself again next sem and push myself to the limit. FTW! For The Win!!!