WorK and MooD

hm... i found out something. everytime before i start working and is at home, i always have a reluctant feeling to leave home for work. lOl. but just before the time of leaving the house, i will be more enthu. haha, happens to me everytime. even if its going out. maybe i am too lazy to leave home ba, =P ok lar, very tired recently, cos schedule too packed. just came back from giving tuition and tomolo needa wake up @ 5:15am to go to work. 5pm leave work, 7pm must reach back home in time for superband, 11:30pm result, in between must blog about my opinions on the bands, and after 11:30 must update result and comments again. LOL! although thinking of it i hate for tomolo to come, but when it comes, i feel great having so much things to do. wednesday must go dental checkup and if i cannot get MC, must go back to CAMP again! lOl. might sounds bad, but actually i find it quite alright too. i will be missing camp alot, and have started missing it quite a bit already. the reason why i missed camp is the interaction with so many people. love, hatred, satisfied, tired, fun! all in 1! gotta miss this kind of life where you can walk out of bunk and walk around in camp as you want. i will never be able to experience this kind of life again. its a good experience. in the mean time... without any girls in my life, i will have to keep myself fully occupied to remove the feeling of loneliness.