rainy dream

woke up at 3pm today. 10 mins ago, the sun was still shining bright. now, a heavy rainpour follows. it has been very long since i saw such a heavy rain. rain is often associated with depression. it seems true. i had a dream earlier on, hardly had it before. i can roughly remember the content of my dream. due to some reason, i was together with a sweet girl. we were very happy, and i often rest leaning on her side by side. holding her by her waist, holding her tightly. there was never a moment we are not happy. it was such a wonderful dream that i hated myself for waking up and attempted to go back into the dreamland. obviously, i failed. the dream displayed my thoughts and somehow, i am entitled to the luxury of having a sweet girl by my side for the duration of the dream. dream is nice, rain is nice. looking out at the window, droplets of rain hitting hard on the floor. mixed feeling of happiness and depression...